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Monday, October 10, 2011

My Heart is Aching

My heart is aching for the lost of this world... for the lost who I am close with, who maybe I could make a difference. But, the ones close to me are always the hardest to speak to about the Truth, the Light, and the Way. I don't know why that is... it is so hard to share my heart with the ones I love most. It is almost like I am scared of them judging me in a way that would change the way the look at me or talk to me. But, really I want to speak with gentleness and respect in a bold way to bring glory to my Father.

Why is it so hard to to believe the Truth? Why do some think they have to add things to such perfect Truth? Yes, I know satan has a huge hand in it all, but why do we have to put so much faith in worldly things and not just put our full trust in the Maker. The Maker, who has made it all, who continues to create, the Author of the Word, and Perfecter of you and me. How can we question God, who made a perfect sinless Man and this perfect sinless Man came and lived on this earth. How can some say he never was here? It is writen in Truth that he was. I don't care what you say about this Truth and that it isn't complete... God wrote this Word for us... a love letter and a way to live our lives. But then some just spit on it and make their own way and this my friends is how satan entangles you in his web.

I am not saying I am perfect because the Lord knows I am not, but one thing I do know/do is I put my faith in him. I know he has a perfect plan and he is love I could never explain. My heart is greiving for you, who don't know his love and feel like you know what it is all about... because truthfully no one knows... no one knows his plan... but if you don't have faith and don't believe in God and his Son who died for our nasty sin, or don't know that when we become believers in him that we are made white as now, or don't know this grace and mercy we are given every single day by the Author and Perfecter of our lives, or if you are constantly searching for something but unsure what you are searching for it could just be him and his love that never fails.

There is nothing like a trial in your life that makes you search for him who is bigger and better than what we could ever make up. This may sound horrible, but I am praying that the Lord gives you a trail or struggle, because when we are at our lowest that is when we have no where to go but to look up and put or total faith in the Lover of our soul. So if I know you and you are not a believer know I am praying for you and your soul, because I want you with me in eternity with Jehovah-Yahweh (God's divine salvation).

Who are we to question him? Or make up our own ways?

“Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation?
Tell me, if you understand.

“Who shut up the sea behind doors
when it burst forth from the womb,
when I made the clouds its garment
and wrapped it in thick darkness,
when I fixed limits for it
and set its doors and bars in place,
when I said, ‘This far you may come and no farther;
here is where your proud waves halt’?

“Have you journeyed to the springs of the sea
or walked in the recesses of the deep?
Have the gates of death been shown to you?
Have you seen the gates of the deepest darkness?
Have you comprehended the vast expanses of the earth?
Tell me, if you know all this.
Does the rain have a father?
Who fathers the drops of dew?
From whose womb comes the ice?
Who gives birth to the frost from the heavens
when the waters become hard as stone,
when the surface of the deep is frozen?

“Can you bind the chains of the Pleiades?
Can you loosen Orion’s belt?
Can you bring forth the constellations in their seasons
or lead out the Bear with its cubs?
Do you know the laws of the heavens?
Can you set up God’s dominion over the earth?

“Can you raise your voice to the clouds
and cover yourself with a flood of water?
Do you send the lightning bolts on their way?
Do they report to you, ‘Here we are’?
Who provides food for the raven
when its young cry out to God
and wander about for lack of food?

“Would you discredit my justice?
Would you condemn me to justify yourself?
Do you have an arm like God’s,
and can your voice thunder like his?
Then adorn yourself with glory and splendor,
and clothe yourself in honor and majesty.
Unleash the fury of your wrath,
look at all who are proud and bring them low,
look at all who are proud and humble them,
crush the wicked where they stand.
Bury them all in the dust together;
shroud their faces in the grave.
Then I myself will admit to you
that your own right hand can save you."- Job

Friday, October 7, 2011

Busyness and No Words

I am sorry for my absence, but I have been so busy. Busy with just life and my heart... well my heart is greiving. It is greiving for a few different reasons that I am not going to get into right now, but one of the things my heart is greiving over is my best friend, Lyndsay. Lyndsay was diagnosed with stage 3 Lymphoma a few weeks ago and she has begun her chemo treatment this past Monday. My heart aches for her because I know her so well and I know what is greiving her heart as well. I love her like a sister. I can tell you one thing though... the Lord is with her and I know he has a great and mighty plan for her life, her husband's life, her 2 children's lives, and for the lives of everyone she knows. Praise Jehovah-Jireh!! The Lord her provider is providing the love, comfort, and peace that she so desperately needs right now. I pray Jehovah-Rapha will heal her sick body from this nasty cancer and that the chemo would penitrate the cancer cells and blast them gone. I believe God creates everything (even if it is through earthly people) and I believe chemo was created to help heal sick bodies from cancer.

I have created a blog for Lyndsay and for all her family and friends who are concerned about her and want to know the latest news. Please pray for my dear friend and her struggles and the struggles to come.